Serious Question: How Do You Game? Is Your Gaming Time Truly Healthy?

[drtgns]

@bssunilreddy

Why man because of seeing the rising trend of adulterous relationships by women and divorces resulting as a result?
I have experienced both trust me this has become part of my life.
I was made to sit in the home because my wife going to office in the outskirts of the city by my parents and it resulted to disastrous consequences. I could not engage in lawyer profession as we shifted to 30 kms from city which was 1 km from Infosys campus.
I sacrificed my profession and life for the sake of the family yet if I need any help they would just tell me to keep quiet for the sake of my child nowadays. Before it was for the sake of my new wife’s job.

Word of Advice: Don’t listen to parents or wife if you get any good job offer just for the sake of wife and kid. You can enjoy your work while they can live anywhere.

In my hometown, in my own colony my Neighbors sons and daughters went to abroad for job and left their kids with their parents. After they got well settled they came after 2 years and took the kids to abroad with them.

Even after seeing this my parents always said that I should play my role as a watchman but in the end, working women always will find ways to be unfaithful to their husbands. You know for what. Money & gold and luxurious mansions and expensive cars.

Let us assume I am worth 3 crores then they would want more like 10 crores or 25 crores to begin with. Men from such rich families all are playboys as they don’t reveal the truth. They would have farm houses around the city and in another cities around the state where they use these palatial bungalows for their carnal desires. In the end victims of them would keep on doing abortions not to be discovered by their poor husbands. Those rich bastards would always tell their lovers that they will marry them but it won’t happen.

Since I have good repertoire with High Court in my beginning years when I went there in a sad mood, standing counsel of police were having tea in court canteen along with my colleagues. When I said about adultery they simply gave me 7 days time and gave an entire record of 5 year period episodes with 2 rich playboys. Their call records, even videos, photos and everything. All the high court colleagues came to my marriage in 2009 but felt deeply saddened by knowing this.

My parents got a well educated girl from a poor family but she got rich relatives because her father lost all the money, jewels and car, tractor , agricultural lands for gambling. My father said since they were rich once and have become poor now and since she has seen both sides of the coin she will be a good wife.

I helped her get a job in Infosys and in Central govt companies. End result is I was betrayed while my kid became motherless after divorce because even before the lady judge of family court pronounced verdict my wife declared she will give custody of my 6 years kid to me and my parents.

After an year after the divorce while I shifted to my home town she again came with her father and took my child and told her all her properties are hers and my kid should go with her. But my child put only 1 condition and that is if we both can live together she will come and stay in Hyderabad. I have to accept to it since my parents started crying seeing my kid. Again I remarried in front of my parents, my uncle and aunt and my wife’s father all her brothers. You know what they started to spread in her village as for the cause for divorce before, I am mental and I shout a lot and I was taking medicines even before marriage in 2009 and that my parents hid the fact and destroyed her life. Even her own sisters husband advised her before her 2nd marriage not to marry me. Her sisters husband used our family connections for his books business for 4 straight years and never gave me a dime even though they promised me to give 25 paise share if he begins the business. His classmate is my wife’s 1st lover and he has several paper making units in Hyderabad. He is a widower with 2 kids but could not marry my wife because he was compelled to marry a 18 years old girl because she became pregnant and she is his father’s friends daughter while that bastard was 42 years old.This 18 years old girl filed a rape case and the judge gave a option if he marries her there won’t be any charges. She isn’t rich but poor. 2nd fellow is 26 years old server admin in Deloitte and he has properties in Mumbai worth 10-15 crores. My wife was 32 years old at that time. Both men didn’t marry her. In the end because of her continuous abortions at the outskirts of the city in a hospital she damaged her fallopian tubes and reproductive system. 2nd fellow wanted to have children but not by IVF but through natural means.
Since 2013 I was asking her to give me another child but she refused and in 2018 I asked her again because she was asking me which IVF centre is good and I thought it’s for having a baby for me.

Now she is good but when I ask for money for my PC upgrade then she would hit me so bad that I cry and shout in distress. If I shout she will tell me to take tablets. Then she will call my sisters, my parents, my aunt’s and tell them to tell me to take tablets because since she got a respectable position now in TN if I shout it does not look good in her office.These are the same Solian 200mg which I started to take from 2011 onwards and my marital life became non existent. I just become a robot or a doll like we see in mental hospitals.

In Hyderabad there are 10k employees in her company and almost everybody when they meet me they look at me with mercy. But one uncle could not contain his anger even when his wife tried to stop him by telling him that Sunil does not need to know and he is sensitive don’t tell him and he told me since 2017 that an young white guy was daily waiting at the company’s gate and drops my wife after sundays. That is when I asked my father and he said once he and my kid while travelling on the scooter in moua ali area he also once saw a young white guy with my wife and before even him asking her, she told my father that that guy was a colleague at her company. Now she does not want to go back to Hyderabad. Here it’s very nice.

The high court standing counsel for police also told that my wife used to take my little kid with her to those farmhouses and give my kid a ice cream or big box of chocolates and turn on the big screen TV and they both will go into a bedroom and does not come out even after 5 hours.

Now today morning I asked my father some money and my wife came into the middle and said that I am 46 years and should not ask for money for computers and while I was talking with my mother she hit me like a boxer on my head and then I shouted about what she did before. She is saying that I can go to my house in my native place and if I want to take the kid also, I am permitted. Now she is living a respectable life as an officer and the neighbor lady is her assistant in the office. If I shout like this she will not listen to her and she is telling everything to others in the office.

Because of this TEs brothers who gave me a suggestion for my problem in October now I am able to live without getting fear. I was taking Solian tablets since 2022 and stopped them oct,24 and since then I had no fear and anxiety. I also read in one American journal that Solian side effects are fear, anxiety. My DNA report came in December,24 and it said that I don’t and will ever get Schizophrenia in my life but I have bi polar disorder. But I took those tablets for a decade or more just because of my wife.

After my 1st marriage in 2009 just after 2 years my wife father built a 2 storey house and her sister also built a new house In Gudur. Before it was a pakka house in the village and rented house for her sister.

Me or those 2 bastards all are only son of their parents with no sisters or brothers. My or their entire properties will rest with us.

My wife’s father became a corepathi in 2016 when TDP came into power because FILs cousin was the MLA and he gave free hand in sand mining in nearby river. He simply earned 3 crores in 2 years. My wife took 50 lacs while she recommended to give her bava 2 crores. Remaining is with FIL.

In 2013-15, my wife’s mama and cousin brother invited us to their house 2 times and both spoke like this to me, Babu since you are jobless we want to offer a job in one of our companies and I was feeling very happy. Even before I said yes, my wife told them that to help her sisters husband instead and there is no need to help me. They said to her that since her sisters husband is a govt teacher and me is jobless it’s better for me but she kept on repeating to help her bava. They became angry and left the room. You know why they were insisting on getting me a job, because her own grandmother committed adultery and as a result her grandfather committed suicide and died. Maybe since they are rich they might have got information but I cannot confirm this.
Similarly on June,17th,2018 I drank pesticide mixed with Thumpsup and my parents joined me in KIMS and I was in Coma for 4 days and while I came out I was in Kamineni and my father said that all my wife’s brothers uncle’s came to see me in KIMS but she told the doctors that I was mentally unstable so I drank pesticide and got me shifted to Kamineni because KIMS is her company’s default listed hospital. When police came from Nacharam she pleaded with my dad that if he tells police about adultery she might loose her govt job and might even be imprisoned and so when police came to our house my father told that I drank the pesticide accidentally that used to be used on house plants. But the police were insisting is this the whole truth sir or is there more than you are speaking? They were very suspicious and sat in our house for more than 2 hours.

@bssunilreddy

Why man because of seeing the rising trend of adulterous relationships by women and divorces resulting as a result?
I have experienced both trust me this has become part of my life.
I was made to sit in the home because my wife going to office in the outskirts of the city by my parents and it resulted to disastrous consequences. I could not engage in lawyer profession as we shifted to 30 kms from city which was 1 km from Infosys campus.
I sacrificed my profession and life for the sake of the family yet if I need any help they would just tell me to keep quiet for the sake of my child nowadays. Before it was for the sake of my new wife’s job.

Word of Advice: Don’t listen to parents or wife if you get any good job offer just for the sake of wife and kid. You can enjoy your work while they can live anywhere.

In my hometown, in my own colony my Neighbors sons and daughters went to abroad for job and left their kids with their parents. After they got well settled they came after 2 years and took the kids to abroad with them.

Even after seeing this my parents always said that I should play my role as a watchman but in the end, working women always will find ways to be unfaithful to their husbands. You know for what. Money & gold and luxurious mansions and expensive cars.

Let us assume I am worth 3 crores then they would want more like 10 crores or 25 crores to begin with. Men from such rich families all are playboys as they don’t reveal the truth. They would have farm houses around the city and in another cities around the state where they use these palatial bungalows for their carnal desires. In the end victims of them would keep on doing abortions not to be discovered by their poor husbands. Those rich bastards would always tell their lovers that they will marry them but it won’t happen.

Since I have good repertoire with High Court in my beginning years when I went there in a sad mood, standing counsel of police were having tea in court canteen along with my colleagues. When I said about adultery they simply gave me 7 days time and gave an entire record of 5 year period episodes with 2 rich playboys. Their call records, even videos, photos and everything. All the high court colleagues came to my marriage in 2009 but felt deeply saddened by knowing this.

My parents got a well educated girl from a poor family but she got rich relatives because her father lost all the money, jewels and car, tractor , agricultural lands for gambling. My father said since they were rich once and have become poor now and since she has seen both sides of the coin she will be a good wife.

I helped her get a job in Infosys and in Central govt companies. End result is I was betrayed while my kid became motherless after divorce because even before the lady judge of family court pronounced verdict my wife declared she will give custody of my 6 years kid to me and my parents.

After an year after the divorce while I shifted to my home town she again came with her father and took my child and told her all her properties are hers and my kid should go with her. But my child put only 1 condition and that is if we both can live together she will come and stay in Hyderabad. I have to accept to it since my parents started crying seeing my kid. Again I remarried in front of my parents, my uncle and aunt and my wife’s father all her brothers. You know what they started to spread in her village as for the cause for divorce before, I am mental and I shout a lot and I was taking medicines even before marriage in 2009 and that my parents hid the fact and destroyed her life. Even her own sisters husband advised her before her 2nd marriage not to marry me. Her sisters husband used our family connections for his books business for 4 straight years and never gave me a dime even though they promised me to give 25 paise share if he begins the business. His classmate is my wife’s 1st lover and he has several paper making units in Hyderabad. He is a widower with 2 kids but could not marry my wife because he was compelled to marry a 18 years old girl because she became pregnant and she is his father’s friends daughter while that bastard was 42 years old.This 18 years old girl filed a rape case and the judge gave a option if he marries her there won’t be any charges. She isn’t rich but poor. 2nd fellow is 26 years old server admin in Deloitte and he has properties in Mumbai worth 10-15 crores. My wife was 32 years old at that time. Both men didn’t marry her. In the end because of her continuous abortions at the outskirts of the city in a hospital she damaged her fallopian tubes and reproductive system. 2nd fellow wanted to have children but not by IVF but through natural means.
Since 2013 I was asking her to give me another child but she refused and in 2018 I asked her again because she was asking me which IVF centre is good and I thought it’s for having a baby for me.

Now she is good but when I ask for money for my PC upgrade then she would hit me so bad that I cry and shout in distress. If I shout she will tell me to take tablets. Then she will call my sisters, my parents, my aunt’s and tell them to tell me to take tablets because since she got a respectable position now in TN if I shout it does not look good in her office.These are the same Solian 200mg which I started to take from 2011 onwards and my marital life became non existent. I just become a robot or a doll like we see in mental hospitals.

In Hyderabad there are 10k employees in her company and almost everybody when they meet me they look at me with mercy. But one uncle could not contain his anger even when his wife tried to stop him by telling him that Sunil does not need to know and he is sensitive don’t tell him and he told me since 2017 that an young white guy was daily waiting at the company’s gate and drops my wife after sundays. That is when I asked my father and he said once he and my kid while travelling on the scooter in moua ali area he also once saw a young white guy with my wife and before even him asking her, she told my father that that guy was a colleague at her company. Now she does not want to go back to Hyderabad. Here it’s very nice.

The high court standing counsel for police also told that my wife used to take my little kid with her to those farmhouses and give my kid a ice cream or big box of chocolates and turn on the big screen TV and they both will go into a bedroom and does not come out even after 5 hours.

Now today morning I asked my father some money and my wife came into the middle and said that I am 46 years and should not ask for money for computers and while I was talking with my mother she hit me like a boxer on my head and then I shouted about what she did before. She is saying that I can go to my house in my native place and if I want to take the kid also, I am permitted. Now she is living a respectable life as an officer and the neighbor lady is her assistant in the office. If I shout like this she will not listen to her and she is telling everything to others in the office.

Because of this TEs brothers who gave me a suggestion for my problem in October now I am able to live without getting fear. I was taking Solian tablets since 2022 and stopped them oct,24 and since then I had no fear and anxiety. I also read in one American journal that Solian side effects are fear, anxiety. My DNA report came in December,24 and it said that I don’t and will ever get Schizophrenia in my life but I have bi polar disorder. But I took those tablets for a decade or more just because of my wife.

After my 1st marriage in 2009 just after 2 years my wife father built a 2 storey house and her sister also built a new house In Gudur. Before it was a pakka house in the village and rented house for her sister.

Me or those 2 bastards all are only son of their parents with no sisters or brothers. My or their entire properties will rest with us.

My wife’s father became a corepathi in 2016 when TDP came into power because FILs cousin was the MLA and he gave free hand in sand mining in nearby river. He simply earned 3 crores in 2 years. My wife took 50 lacs while she recommended to give her bava 2 crores. Remaining is with FIL.

In 2013-15, my wife’s mama and cousin brother invited us to their house 2 times and both spoke like this to me, Babu since you are jobless we want to offer a job in one of our companies and I was feeling very happy. Even before I said yes, my wife told them that to help her sisters husband instead and there is no need to help me. They said to her that since her sisters husband is a govt teacher and me is jobless it’s better for me but she kept on repeating to help her bava. They became angry and left the room. You know why they were insisting on getting me a job, because her own grandmother committed adultery and as a result her grandfather committed suicide and died. Maybe since they are rich they might have got information but I cannot confirm this.
Similarly on June,17th,2018 I drank pesticide mixed with Thumpsup and my parents joined me in KIMS and I was in Coma for 4 days and while I came out I was in Kamineni and my father said that all my wife’s brothers uncle’s came to see me in KIMS but she told the doctors that I was mentally unstable so I drank pesticide and got me shifted to Kamineni because KIMS is her company’s default listed hospital. When police came from Nacharam she pleaded with my dad that if he tells police about adultery she might loose her govt job and might even be imprisoned and so when police came to our house my father told that I drank the pesticide accidentally that used to be used on house plants. But the police were insisting is this the whole truth sir or is there more than you are speaking? They were very suspicious and sat in our house for more than 2 hours.

[Tracer_Bullet]

There is too much personal info man, if you want to vent then private areas might be better for this, and will not be searchable and openly visible to all ( outside TE )

About tablets, you gotta go to a good doctor before taking anything like this or coming to any conclusion. Its good that you did not need them.
Just a cursory search seems to suggest that its not clear what causes Schizophrenia and genetic testing does not seem to be a 100% yes or no answer.
Hopefully you are doing this via an appropriate dr. Good luck.

[drtgns]

@bssunilreddy

Why man because of seeing the rising trend of adulterous relationships by women and divorces resulting as a result?
I have experienced both trust me this has become part of my life.
I was made to sit in the home because my wife going to office in the outskirts of the city by my parents and it resulted to disastrous consequences. I could not engage in lawyer profession as we shifted to 30 kms from city which was 1 km from Infosys campus.
I sacrificed my profession and life for the sake of the family yet if I need any help they would just tell me to keep quiet for the sake of my child nowadays. Before it was for the sake of my new wife’s job.

Word of Advice: Don’t listen to parents or wife if you get any good job offer just for the sake of wife and kid. You can enjoy your work while they can live anywhere.

In my hometown, in my own colony my Neighbors sons and daughters went to abroad for job and left their kids with their parents. After they got well settled they came after 2 years and took the kids to abroad with them.

Even after seeing this my parents always said that I should play my role as a watchman but in the end, working women always will find ways to be unfaithful to their husbands. You know for what. Money & gold and luxurious mansions and expensive cars.

Let us assume I am worth 3 crores then they would want more like 10 crores or 25 crores to begin with. Men from such rich families all are playboys as they don’t reveal the truth. They would have farm houses around the city and in another cities around the state where they use these palatial bungalows for their carnal desires. In the end victims of them would keep on doing abortions not to be discovered by their poor husbands. Those rich bastards would always tell their lovers that they will marry them but it won’t happen.

Since I have good repertoire with High Court in my beginning years when I went there in a sad mood, standing counsel of police were having tea in court canteen along with my colleagues. When I said about adultery they simply gave me 7 days time and gave an entire record of 5 year period episodes with 2 rich playboys. Their call records, even videos, photos and everything. All the high court colleagues came to my marriage in 2009 but felt deeply saddened by knowing this.

My parents got a well educated girl from a poor family but she got rich relatives because her father lost all the money, jewels and car, tractor , agricultural lands for gambling. My father said since they were rich once and have become poor now and since she has seen both sides of the coin she will be a good wife.

I helped her get a job in Infosys and in Central govt companies. End result is I was betrayed while my kid became motherless after divorce because even before the lady judge of family court pronounced verdict my wife declared she will give custody of my 6 years kid to me and my parents.

After an year after the divorce while I shifted to my home town she again came with her father and took my child and told her all her properties are hers and my kid should go with her. But my child put only 1 condition and that is if we both can live together she will come and stay in Hyderabad. I have to accept to it since my parents started crying seeing my kid. Again I remarried in front of my parents, my uncle and aunt and my wife’s father all her brothers. You know what they started to spread in her village as for the cause for divorce before, I am mental and I shout a lot and I was taking medicines even before marriage in 2009 and that my parents hid the fact and destroyed her life. Even her own sisters husband advised her before her 2nd marriage not to marry me. Her sisters husband used our family connections for his books business for 4 straight years and never gave me a dime even though they promised me to give 25 paise share if he begins the business. His classmate is my wife’s 1st lover and he has several paper making units in Hyderabad. He is a widower with 2 kids but could not marry my wife because he was compelled to marry a 18 years old girl because she became pregnant and she is his father’s friends daughter while that bastard was 42 years old.This 18 years old girl filed a rape case and the judge gave a option if he marries her there won’t be any charges. She isn’t rich but poor. 2nd fellow is 26 years old server admin in Deloitte and he has properties in Mumbai worth 10-15 crores. My wife was 32 years old at that time. Both men didn’t marry her. In the end because of her continuous abortions at the outskirts of the city in a hospital she damaged her fallopian tubes and reproductive system. 2nd fellow wanted to have children but not by IVF but through natural means.
Since 2013 I was asking her to give me another child but she refused and in 2018 I asked her again because she was asking me which IVF centre is good and I thought it’s for having a baby for me.

Now she is good but when I ask for money for my PC upgrade then she would hit me so bad that I cry and shout in distress. If I shout she will tell me to take tablets. Then she will call my sisters, my parents, my aunt’s and tell them to tell me to take tablets because since she got a respectable position now in TN if I shout it does not look good in her office.These are the same Solian 200mg which I started to take from 2011 onwards and my marital life became non existent. I just become a robot or a doll like we see in mental hospitals.

In Hyderabad there are 10k employees in her company and almost everybody when they meet me they look at me with mercy. But one uncle could not contain his anger even when his wife tried to stop him by telling him that Sunil does not need to know and he is sensitive don’t tell him and he told me since 2017 that an young white guy was daily waiting at the company’s gate and drops my wife after sundays. That is when I asked my father and he said once he and my kid while travelling on the scooter in moua ali area he also once saw a young white guy with my wife and before even him asking her, she told my father that that guy was a colleague at her company. Now she does not want to go back to Hyderabad. Here it’s very nice.

The high court standing counsel for police also told that my wife used to take my little kid with her to those farmhouses and give my kid a ice cream or big box of chocolates and turn on the big screen TV and they both will go into a bedroom and does not come out even after 5 hours.

Now today morning I asked my father some money and my wife came into the middle and said that I am 46 years and should not ask for money for computers and while I was talking with my mother she hit me like a boxer on my head and then I shouted about what she did before. She is saying that I can go to my house in my native place and if I want to take the kid also, I am permitted. Now she is living a respectable life as an officer and the neighbor lady is her assistant in the office. If I shout like this she will not listen to her and she is telling everything to others in the office.

Because of this TEs brothers who gave me a suggestion for my problem in October now I am able to live without getting fear. I was taking Solian tablets since 2022 and stopped them oct,24 and since then I had no fear and anxiety. I also read in one American journal that Solian side effects are fear, anxiety. My DNA report came in December,24 and it said that I don’t and will ever get Schizophrenia in my life but I have bi polar disorder. But I took those tablets for a decade or more just because of my wife.

After my 1st marriage in 2009 just after 2 years my wife father built a 2 storey house and her sister also built a new house In Gudur. Before it was a pakka house in the village and rented house for her sister.

Me or those 2 bastards all are only son of their parents with no sisters or brothers. My or their entire properties will rest with us.

My wife’s father became a corepathi in 2016 when TDP came into power because FILs cousin was the MLA and he gave free hand in sand mining in nearby river. He simply earned 3 crores in 2 years. My wife took 50 lacs while she recommended to give her bava 2 crores. Remaining is with FIL.

In 2013-15, my wife’s mama and cousin brother invited us to their house 2 times and both spoke like this to me, Babu since you are jobless we want to offer a job in one of our companies and I was feeling very happy. Even before I said yes, my wife told them that to help her sisters husband instead and there is no need to help me. They said to her that since her sisters husband is a govt teacher and me is jobless it’s better for me but she kept on repeating to help her bava. They became angry and left the room. You know why they were insisting on getting me a job, because her own grandmother committed adultery and as a result her grandfather committed suicide and died. Maybe since they are rich they might have got information but I cannot confirm this.
Similarly on June,17th,2018 I drank pesticide mixed with Thumpsup and my parents joined me in KIMS and I was in Coma for 4 days and while I came out I was in Kamineni and my father said that all my wife’s brothers uncle’s came to see me in KIMS but she told the doctors that I was mentally unstable so I drank pesticide and got me shifted to Kamineni because KIMS is her company’s default listed hospital. When police came from Nacharam she pleaded with my dad that if he tells police about adultery she might loose her govt job and might even be imprisoned and so when police came to our house my father told that I drank the pesticide accidentally that used to be used on house plants. But the police were insisting is this the whole truth sir or is there more than you are speaking? They were very suspicious and sat in our house for more than 2 hours.

It’s so sad, brother. Why do evil women always seem to find good people like you? Life is so unfair. I can’t believe you remarried that wh*re

Bro, it doesn’t matter how old you are. You can always start anew. In my 22 years of life, I’ve learned one thing: never compromise your happiness, even if it’s for your parents, wife, girlfriend, or son. You have no obligation to love people who don’t love you.

I can’t believe your parents let this happen to you. I even doubt that son is yours. she’s probably using him as an excuse to keep you trapped in this madness. your situation breaks my heart. You seem like such an intelligent person. How could you let something like this happen to you?

Brother, no god is coming to hand you happiness or a job. You have to go out and make it happen yourself. I can’t believe that after being so wise about life, you’re still caged by a woman… a woman. You have to choose your own happiness if you truly want to be happy.

I can’t believe you, as a man, let this happen to you. Even to the point of considering giving up on life. cmon, you can’t be this hopeless. You sound well-off, yet you need your wife’s permission to spend your own money on yourself?

Are you saving your inheritance for her, so that when you’re gone, she can enjoy her life with other men?

And Sorry if i said too much…

[PunkX_75]

Well, that escalated quickly.

[N-TEch.11]

My hardcore gaming years were from 2001 to 2014 and then job and all killed it all!
I was very certain and serious on gaming at least 3-4hrs a day and looong gaming hrs on weekends!

And now, though luckily my wife encourages me in my hobbies, gaming, modding or be it whatever techno shit she loves it all so thats a huge plusss+++! I’m awaiting jealousy and flaming comments on this but it is what it is!

She still convinces/pushes me to game as it has been more than 1.8yrs exactly I have fired any game on my rig but job and household responsibilities leaves lil to zero time as I dont want to game just for the sake and for the so-so mental peace that yeah I gamed today completed an X level etc. NO! I would love to game for a good 2-4hrs like old golden days (well back then I used to game for 6-8hrs or even 10-11 esp. with my brother, its always fun each other playing and watching) Those days will never come again!
Its all now sad and solo if you ask me and this smartphone shit era has killed it all as when you game expecting your friends watching you but instead they will be hooked to their phones creating reels or messaging with their gf or pals making you feel alone in the room whereas in golden era they all used to get immersed themselves in the game, suggesting level cracking or be it that sharp turn or spotting the enemy behind you!

Overall I enjoyed a healthy gaming life to conclude..have lots of memories to last a lifetime!

[bssunilreddy]

@Tracer_Bullet

There is too much personal info man, if you want to vent then private areas might be better for this, and will not be searchable and openly visible to all ( outside TE )

About tablets, you gotta go to a good doctor before taking anything like this or coming to any conclusion. Its good that you did not need them.
Just a cursory search seems to suggest that its not clear what causes Schizophrenia and genetic testing does not seem to be a 100% yes or no answer.
Hopefully you are doing this via an appropriate dr. Good luck.

Man
I am imprisoned in my own body. I cannot run away, die or bring about a change in people around me. When ever I look at my daughter I wanted to live for her. Maybe god saved me in 2018 just for this purpose. Did you notice I was active in TE, Digit and reddit forums since October,24 ending onwards.
My only solace is my PC with little bit of gaming and these above sites and watching movies in OTT.
Our joint family which consisted of brothers and sister of my father left him in 2016 who stayed together ever since they were born. Since then my father used to blame me and my wife for his joint family disintegration. My parents used to stay with me and my wife and kid in Hyderabad until 2019 while his brothers and sister along with their spouses stayed together in a house and he and his wife used to visit them every 3 months once.
In 2018 after my sucide attempt NRItech bro from TE gave me emotional and moral support. He said this is common Sunil. Let it go and live for your parents and daughter. I have 3 other classmates who also stood by me in those days. They came from Nellore to Hyderabad and used to take me to cinemas and shopping. I used to take my kid also then.
My 2018 story was already in the local town news. My relatives and friends from India to US know what happened. My father & I could not answer the questions then when we go out.
Now everybody were saying that at least she learned her lesson and my family of sisters, aunt’s and uncles are happy and she is also giving lacs of rupees as debts to them for interest through her father.
My father in law was very kind towards me from the begining, he used to treat me differently from his 1st son in law. But my wife used to always give preference to her sister and bava and their children. My father in law sends 10k every month to my wife telling her to give 5k to me because I am jobless. Everytime he informs me. Never has my wife gave me that 5k. She used to transfer her entire salary to her bava every month as chit from 2011 until 2019. Now she is showing her statement but since 2011 she won’t tell me the pin number for her accounts. But she opens my account and sees it. Even though I change my pin she asks my mother or my kid and opens to see.

Since 2011 ever since she got job in Infosys she was trying to get divorce by asking her father and uncles. But they did not agree because even though I am jobless my father supports the family until 2020 and they used to say that Sunil is innocent and good as Lord Rama. Never ever try to leave him. My kid was 2 years old then.
She conducted elders panchayats in 2016 and 2017 and asked for entire property given to me. But nor my father neither her elders did not agree and declared that they belive in my father’s and uncles words. In the same panchayats she asked for 30k every month to given to me. This also got annuled by the elders.
Now she is getting 40k from my side, 60k from her salary. Even now she says that since my pensioner father is getting 1 lac as pension so ask him to give me 50k at least. But I never asked him because I feel ashamed to ask for more.
Today morning my father gave her 2.18 lacs to buy gold for my daughter. Since my father was telling for 4 months that he will give 2 lacs to buy gold, so I went to main hall where they were discussing and asked for 18k remaining but my wife said that I should feel ashamed to ask from my kids purpose.
Then I asked my mother to give me 20k but my father left for outside and my wife began to hit me and I shouted.
At 1st I asked with low voice only pleading with my father. Everytime it goes into big arguments and I shout.
But if her father gives her money she never tells me. Since she got the infosys job she only does transfers to her bava and then her father takes money if in need from her bava.
During my kids 1st birthday in 2011 my mother used my gold bracelet dissolved it and made into a chain & dollar for my kid. While my father gave 2 lacs for my kids gold vaddanam. From then on if I ask my mother why she did it without telling me my wife used to tell me that she will buy me a gold bracelet. Until now no bracelet nothing. Then my wife gave entire gold of hers and my kids to her sister saying that the bank there is giving locker for less price. In 2020 after I remarried, her sister gave that jewellery to my wife saying that everybody are asking her why she took our jewellery. It’s because news travelled to every nook and corner of our relatives places and they began to enquire about any change of wealth or gold my wife’s sister or father got ever since she married into our household.
Then my mother gave me 2 silver plates and glasses so I gave them to my wife & kid to eat.
When ever her father comes to visit me he says to buy me silver plate and bracelet because Sunil gave those silverware to you amma.She says okay to her father.
Then in 2020 my father gave 10 lacs for my kids saree function and new furniture for our home in hyderabad. Since 2020 we 3 are living. My parents stopped living with us.
Nowadays if I ask her for any intimacy she is refusing and saying since she reached 39 years and I 45 years so we should not think about intimacy and she lost interest in it.
But when we visit our home town, her sister and her son, my wife, her father, my kid go to family jewellers and buy gold for her sister and my kid but never ever she calls me to come along with them. At least never calls me to ask how are the designs of our kid.Her father gives both his daughters 2 lacs each every 6 months. We visit our home town twice every year.
Today morning I called my aunt and sister in Hyderabad to ask for advice and they said to ask my father and mother pleadingly when my wife isn’t around and keep the money with my sister until it reaches the required amount and buy what I need.
My elder sister also told me that if I need the GPU my younger sister will bring only if it available near their house in Toronto or else she will send next time. My younger sister is coming next month from Canada. She always tell my dad that her worry is about me and told my dad to send my kid to her after she completes her degree. She does not have any kids. She just recovered from uterus cancer. Her father in law is in Stage 4 liver cancer and so she coming even after her doctors saying not to visit in summer to India.
Like in the other thread I was saying about rising cancer cases. In our joint family only there are 5 cancer cases and 3 died. Nobody smokes or drinks.

@drtgns

It’s so sad, brother. Why do evil women always seem to find good people like you? Life is so unfair. I can’t believe you remarried that wh*re

Bro, it doesn’t matter how old you are. You can always start anew. In my 22 years of life, I’ve learned one thing: never compromise your happiness, even if it’s for your parents, wife, girlfriend, or son. You have no obligation to love people who don’t love you.

I can’t believe your parents let this happen to you. I even doubt that son is yours. she’s probably using him as an excuse to keep you trapped in this madness. your situation breaks my heart. You seem like such an intelligent person. How could you let something like this happen to you?

Brother, no god is coming to hand you happiness or a job. You have to go out and make it happen yourself. I can’t believe that after being so wise about life, you’re still caged by a woman… a woman. You have to choose your own happiness if you truly want to be happy.

I can’t believe you, as a man, let this happen to you. Even to the point of considering giving up on life. cmon, you can’t be this hopeless. You sound well-off, yet you need your wife’s permission to spend your own money on yourself?

Are you saving your inheritance for her, so that when you’re gone, she can enjoy her life with other men?

And Sorry if i said too much…

I know for sure that my kid belongs to me because from my marriage to the day she was born my wife was with me always as if we were love birds.
In 1 year after marriage my kid was born. It all started from my wife’s job in Infosys.
Now she is telling everybody that she does not want my property as she has her own.
Every woman my parents saw after the divorce said that they don’t want my kid but I said I won’t marry if my kid is not accepted. So when my kid was taken out frequently in 2020 and later my wife informed me that my kid wants to stay with her and I asked my father to stop her but he said it’s indian law that if kid chooses mother anytime later nobody can stop her. So I asked my kid to stay with me. Then she put the above condition to her mother.
So I agreed again because her fathers brothers warned her if she ever does any thing that will harm me or my kid then they will alienate her family from the village and from all her relatives forever. Her uncles told me if anything goes wrong tell them immediately.
But her urge for money and control over others never ceased even now.

[AI_enthusiast]

@bssunilreddy

Man
I am imprisoned in my own body. I cannot run away, die or bring about a change in people around me. When ever I look at my daughter I wanted to live for her. Maybe god saved me in 2018 just for this purpose. Did you notice I was active in TE, Digit and reddit forums since October,24 ending onwards.
My only solace is my PC with little bit of gaming and these above sites and watching movies in OTT.
Our joint family which consisted of brothers and sister of my father left him in 2016 who stayed together ever since they were born. Since then my father used to blame me and my wife for his joint family disintegration. My parents used to stay with me and my wife and kid in Hyderabad until 2019 while his brothers and sister along with their spouses stayed together in a house and he and his wife used to visit them every 3 months once.
In 2018 after my sucide attempt NRItech bro from TE gave me emotional and moral support. He said this is common Sunil. Let it go and live for your parents and daughter. I have 3 other classmates who also stood by me in those days. They came from Nellore to Hyderabad and used to take me to cinemas and shopping. I used to take my kid also then.
My 2018 story was already in the local town news. My relatives and friends from India to US know what happened. My father & I could not answer the questions then when we go out.
Now everybody were saying that at least she learned her lesson and my family of sisters, aunt’s and uncles are happy and she is also giving lacs of rupees as debts to them for interest through her father.
My father in law was very kind towards me from the begining, he used to treat me differently from his 1st son in law. But my wife used to always give preference to her sister and bava and their children. My father in law sends 10k every month to my wife telling her to give 5k to me because I am jobless. Everytime he informs me. Never has my wife gave me that 5k. She used to transfer her entire salary to her bava every month as chit from 2011 until 2019. Now she is showing her statement but since 2011 she won’t tell me the pin number for her accounts. But she opens my account and sees it. Even though I change my pin she asks my mother or my kid and opens to see.

Since 2011 ever since she got job in Infosys she was trying to get divorce by asking her father and uncles. But they did not agree because even though I am jobless my father supports the family until 2020 and they used to say that Sunil is innocent and good as Lord Rama. Never ever try to leave him. My kid was 2 years old then.
She conducted elders panchayats in 2016 and 2017 and asked for entire property given to me. But nor my father neither her elders did not agree and declared that they belive in my father’s and uncles words. In the same panchayats she asked for 30k every month to given to me. This also got annuled by the elders.
Now she is getting 40k from my side, 60k from her salary. Even now she says that since my pensioner father is getting 1 lac as pension so ask him to give me 50k at least. But I never asked him because I feel ashamed to ask for more.
Today morning my father gave her 2.18 lacs to buy gold for my daughter. Since my father was telling for 4 months that he will give 2 lacs to buy gold, so I went to main hall where they were discussing and asked for 18k remaining but my wife said that I should feel ashamed to ask from my kids purpose.
Then I asked my mother to give me 20k but my father left for outside and my wife began to hit me and I shouted.
At 1st I asked with low voice only pleading with my father. Everytime it goes into big arguments and I shout.
But if her father gives her money she never tells me. Since she got the infosys job she only does transfers to her bava and then her father takes money if in need from her bava.
During my kids 1st birthday in 2011 my mother used my gold bracelet dissolved it and made into a chain & dollar for my kid. While my father gave 2 lacs for my kids gold vaddanam. From then on if I ask my mother why she did it without telling me my wife used to tell me that she will buy me a gold bracelet. Until now no bracelet nothing. Then my wife gave entire gold of hers and my kids to her sister saying that the bank there is giving locker for less price. In 2020 after I remarried, her sister gave that jewellery to my wife saying that everybody are asking her why she took our jewellery. It’s because news travelled to every nook and corner of our relatives places and they began to enquire about any change of wealth or gold my wife’s sister or father got ever since she married into our household.
Then my mother gave me 2 silver plates and glasses so I gave them to my wife & kid to eat.
When ever her father comes to visit me he says to buy me silver plate and bracelet because Sunil gave those silverware to you amma.She says okay to her father.
Then in 2020 my father gave 10 lacs for my kids saree function and new furniture for our home in hyderabad. Since 2020 we 3 are living. My parents stopped living with us.
Nowadays if I ask her for any intimacy she is refusing and saying since she reached 39 years and I 45 years so we should not think about intimacy and she lost interest in it.
But when we visit our home town, her sister and her son, my wife, her father, my kid go to family jewellers and buy gold for her sister and my kid but never ever she calls me to come along with them. At least never calls me to ask how are the designs of our kid.Her father gives both his daughters 2 lacs each every 6 months. We visit our home town twice every year.
Today morning I called my aunt and sister in Hyderabad to ask for advice and they said to ask my father and mother pleadingly when my wife isn’t around and keep the money with my sister until it reaches the required amount and buy what I need.
My elder sister also told me that if I need the GPU my younger sister will bring only if it available near their house in Toronto or else she will send next time. My younger sister is coming next month from Canada. She always tell my dad that her worry is about me and told my dad to send my kid to her after she completes her degree. She does not have any kids. She just recovered from uterus cancer. Her father in law is in Stage 4 liver cancer and so she coming even after her doctors saying not to visit in summer to India.
Like in the other thread I was saying about rising cancer cases. In our joint family only there are 5 cancer cases and 3 died. Nobody smokes or drinks.

I know for sure that my kid belongs to me because from my marriage to the day she was born my wife was with me always as if we were love birds.
In 1 year after marriage my kid was born. It all started from my wife’s job in Infosys.
Now she is telling everybody that she does not want my property as she has her own.
Every woman my parents saw after the divorce said that they don’t want my kid but I said I won’t marry if my kid is not accepted. So when my kid was taken out frequently in 2020 and later my wife informed me that my kid wants to stay with her and I asked my father to stop her but he said it’s indian law that if kid chooses mother anytime later nobody can stop her. So I asked my kid to stay with me. Then she put the above condition to her mother.
So I agreed again because her fathers brothers warned her if she ever does any thing that will harm me or my kid then they will alienate her family from the village and from all her relatives forever. Her uncles told me if anything goes wrong tell them immediately.
But her urge for money and control over others never ceased even now.

We are not in control of what other think and do but we are in control of what we can do .may be you need to start giving one of your hobbies some time in a way to earn. May be you can write ebooks and sell on Amazon and take help of AI tools or may start a tech review youtube channel which gives weekly tech updates or may be support the customer to file a case on consumerhelpline.gov.in something which you enjoy doing it not about money but you will earn in the process. The harsh reality of the world others measure you by how much you earn and then they see if you good person. It really hard for what you had to go through but you need to strong and a day will come which mays for your all hard works and dreams

[PunkX_75]

@bssunilreddy

Man
I am imprisoned in my own body. I cannot run away, die or bring about a change in people around me. When ever I look at my daughter I wanted to live for her. Maybe god saved me in 2018 just for this purpose. Did you notice I was active in TE, Digit and reddit forums since October,24 ending onwards.
My only solace is my PC with little bit of gaming and these above sites and watching movies in OTT.
Our joint family which consisted of brothers and sister of my father left him in 2016 who stayed together ever since they were born. Since then my father used to blame me and my wife for his joint family disintegration. My parents used to stay with me and my wife and kid in Hyderabad until 2019 while his brothers and sister along with their spouses stayed together in a house and he and his wife used to visit them every 3 months once.
In 2018 after my sucide attempt NRItech bro from TE gave me emotional and moral support. He said this is common Sunil. Let it go and live for your parents and daughter. I have 3 other classmates who also stood by me in those days. They came from Nellore to Hyderabad and used to take me to cinemas and shopping. I used to take my kid also then.
My 2018 story was already in the local town news. My relatives and friends from India to US know what happened. My father & I could not answer the questions then when we go out.
Now everybody were saying that at least she learned her lesson and my family of sisters, aunt’s and uncles are happy and she is also giving lacs of rupees as debts to them for interest through her father.
My father in law was very kind towards me from the begining, he used to treat me differently from his 1st son in law. But my wife used to always give preference to her sister and bava and their children. My father in law sends 10k every month to my wife telling her to give 5k to me because I am jobless. Everytime he informs me. Never has my wife gave me that 5k. She used to transfer her entire salary to her bava every month as chit from 2011 until 2019. Now she is showing her statement but since 2011 she won’t tell me the pin number for her accounts. But she opens my account and sees it. Even though I change my pin she asks my mother or my kid and opens to see.

Since 2011 ever since she got job in Infosys she was trying to get divorce by asking her father and uncles. But they did not agree because even though I am jobless my father supports the family until 2020 and they used to say that Sunil is innocent and good as Lord Rama. Never ever try to leave him. My kid was 2 years old then.
She conducted elders panchayats in 2016 and 2017 and asked for entire property given to me. But nor my father neither her elders did not agree and declared that they belive in my father’s and uncles words. In the same panchayats she asked for 30k every month to given to me. This also got annuled by the elders.
Now she is getting 40k from my side, 60k from her salary. Even now she says that since my pensioner father is getting 1 lac as pension so ask him to give me 50k at least. But I never asked him because I feel ashamed to ask for more.
Today morning my father gave her 2.18 lacs to buy gold for my daughter. Since my father was telling for 4 months that he will give 2 lacs to buy gold, so I went to main hall where they were discussing and asked for 18k remaining but my wife said that I should feel ashamed to ask from my kids purpose.
Then I asked my mother to give me 20k but my father left for outside and my wife began to hit me and I shouted.
At 1st I asked with low voice only pleading with my father. Everytime it goes into big arguments and I shout.
But if her father gives her money she never tells me. Since she got the infosys job she only does transfers to her bava and then her father takes money if in need from her bava.
During my kids 1st birthday in 2011 my mother used my gold bracelet dissolved it and made into a chain & dollar for my kid. While my father gave 2 lacs for my kids gold vaddanam. From then on if I ask my mother why she did it without telling me my wife used to tell me that she will buy me a gold bracelet. Until now no bracelet nothing. Then my wife gave entire gold of hers and my kids to her sister saying that the bank there is giving locker for less price. In 2020 after I remarried, her sister gave that jewellery to my wife saying that everybody are asking her why she took our jewellery. It’s because news travelled to every nook and corner of our relatives places and they began to enquire about any change of wealth or gold my wife’s sister or father got ever since she married into our household.
Then my mother gave me 2 silver plates and glasses so I gave them to my wife & kid to eat.
When ever her father comes to visit me he says to buy me silver plate and bracelet because Sunil gave those silverware to you amma.She says okay to her father.
Then in 2020 my father gave 10 lacs for my kids saree function and new furniture for our home in hyderabad. Since 2020 we 3 are living. My parents stopped living with us.
Nowadays if I ask her for any intimacy she is refusing and saying since she reached 39 years and I 45 years so we should not think about intimacy and she lost interest in it.
But when we visit our home town, her sister and her son, my wife, her father, my kid go to family jewellers and buy gold for her sister and my kid but never ever she calls me to come along with them. At least never calls me to ask how are the designs of our kid.Her father gives both his daughters 2 lacs each every 6 months. We visit our home town twice every year.
Today morning I called my aunt and sister in Hyderabad to ask for advice and they said to ask my father and mother pleadingly when my wife isn’t around and keep the money with my sister until it reaches the required amount and buy what I need.
My elder sister also told me that if I need the GPU my younger sister will bring only if it available near their house in Toronto or else she will send next time. My younger sister is coming next month from Canada. She always tell my dad that her worry is about me and told my dad to send my kid to her after she completes her degree. She does not have any kids. She just recovered from uterus cancer. Her father in law is in Stage 4 liver cancer and so she coming even after her doctors saying not to visit in summer to India.
Like in the other thread I was saying about rising cancer cases. In our joint family only there are 5 cancer cases and 3 died. Nobody smokes or drinks.

I know for sure that my kid belongs to me because from my marriage to the day she was born my wife was with me always as if we were love birds.
In 1 year after marriage my kid was born. It all started from my wife’s job in Infosys.
Now she is telling everybody that she does not want my property as she has her own.
Every woman my parents saw after the divorce said that they don’t want my kid but I said I won’t marry if my kid is not accepted. So when my kid was taken out frequently in 2020 and later my wife informed me that my kid wants to stay with her and I asked my father to stop her but he said it’s indian law that if kid chooses mother anytime later nobody can stop her. So I asked my kid to stay with me. Then she put the above condition to her mother.
So I agreed again because her fathers brothers warned her if she ever does any thing that will harm me or my kid then they will alienate her family from the village and from all her relatives forever. Her uncles told me if anything goes wrong tell them immediately.
But her urge for money and control over others never ceased even now.

I wish you strength, brother.

@@puns @@Renegade Request if this could be moved to the private lounge, if required, to maintain some privacy.