Chill bro
Do u know all of this information is human made path destiny fate. No one can prove it to you.
Yes i have free choice and i made it
About beating try it i dare u coz i might kill u in response u never know
About mental helath i dont consider myself mentally ill but yeah majority do but majority is fool too
Nobody is threatening you to beat up. But I am telling you 2 paths that a person takes. One is of the one you took. Which has nothing but problems and sufferings and beatings. And then comes the second. Which atleast has some mental satisfaction of earning and spending rather than being some liability and not doing anything. And just wasting time etc.
Meditation is one way of calming your mind. Trust me. Even if you have a mental problem.
Now coming to main topic. Like I said. Take up a job. Earn and pay everyone off. With respect. And ensure you don’t repeat this mistake.