i've pretty much had this username all over the internet (email, forums, irc etc) since i started back around mid to late 90s so i guess i've been middle aged since i was 20 ???
my FPS shooter (doom, unreal, quake etc) nick is (was) usually "sitting duck" though, you see the self-deprecating humour in that? unlike calling yourself "the leet dood" heh
blue and ren are two different usernames. Blue is the first half of my 1st username I ever created and ren is the ending part of someone else's Many forums, one username.