bigb123
Galvanizer
I started jogging after 2 years because I am about to go on a trek. I took up trekking in 2021 and since then it's been my only therapy. Nothing else worked. So I did 4 treks in 1.5 years. I love statistics and data and it is keeping me motivated to maintain (or beat) the distance I cover in a set amount of time. Right now doing 3.75 kms in 35 mins. Aiming to touch 5kms in the next 30 days.+1 for smartwatches
Smartwatches do give you that extra push to go the extra mile, even when you're exhausted and ready to quit.
I am having a hard time moving on. Its been 4 years since I lost my 2nd family (who adopted me) to COVID. Lost my 1st when I was 7 days. Since 2021 there have been small patches of happiness ( mostly materialistic ones but they keep me occupied ) but nothing has helped me move on. The old times were so good and its addictive to keep thinking about them. I lost my first teacher last week and it was like a brutal punch which reminded me how I am continuously losing people. I never succumbed to Alcohol because I thought it's necessary to feel the pain and not escape it. There's only anger that this happened to me all of a sudden and less sadness.
Try the Couch 2 5k app to systematically train your runs.. i recommend starting from week 4 or 5.. since you can already easily cover 3.5km.I started jogging after 2 years because I am about to go on a trek. I took up trekking in 2021 and since then it's been my only therapy. Nothing else worked. So I did 4 treks in 1.5 years. I love statistics and data and it is keeping me motivated to maintain (or beat) the distance I cover in a set amount of time. Right now doing 3.75 kms in 35 mins. Aiming to touch 5kms in the next 30 days.
I am having a hard time moving on. Its been 4 years since I lost my 2nd family (who adopted me) to COVID. Lost my 1st when I was 7 days. Since 2021 there have been small patches of happiness ( mostly materialistic ones but they keep me occupied ) but nothing has helped me move on. The old times were so good and its addictive to keep thinking about them. I lost my first teacher last week and it was like a brutal punch which reminded me how I am continuously losing people. I never succumbed to Alcohol because I thought it's necessary to feel the pain and not escape it. There's only anger that this happened to me all of a sudden and less sadness.
Sorry for sharing too much info. I really just don't care about people judging me anymore.