Life is Hard mate , I Know. But just dont Give up. I know its very easy for me to say this ,but then you dont have an option. Think about your family , think about your friends , think about the people who love you. You have to Live for them now. And the condition you are in currently , computer is your best friend. We are your friends. Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.
"Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there is always tomorrow."
"Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed."
"Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact."
Maybe you will never get Cured , But what if you do ? Maybe you will never have a girl to love , But what if you do ? This element of uncertainty is what makes Life so beautiful. Never Loose Hope mate and keep your faith on God.
Ofcourse i am in no position to Guide you or to even lessen your pain , but if i say i care for you and that i will pray to the almighty for you will it make you feel better? There is alot of suffering in this world mate , we are just the lucky ones. Dont Compare yourself to us , look at countless others who are in a worst condition then at what you are. They dont have such loving parents or the money to even live life the way you are living. I know its none of your fault but maybe the God has better plans for you , maybe one day you will drive a Hummer. Dont Loose hope is all i can say , Live for the ones who truly love you and care about you. Ofcourse there is no escaping the pain you currently are in but accept it with a smile on your Face. So what if you couldn't achieve what you dreamed of , maybe in Next Life. Have some Faith
Try and make some new hobbies like Reading Novels , calling up your friends daily , singing etc. Love every moment of life , try to enjoy it as much as you can. Seek forgiveness and Give Forgiveness. Love everybody and you will find your peace.
Here is a very nice music video , its not exactly in the context of this thread but i think you should watch it.
YouTube - Tim McGraw - Live Like You Were Dying
Always remember you are an inspiration man , I swear whenever i am feeling down or bugged up by life , i think of you and the way you live your Life. Then i say to myself .... look at udit , if he can live and enjoy his life .... even i can. You have showed us what it is to live the life the Hard way. Alwayz keep smiling man. We will always be there for you
Bluff ~