The government is set to ban all advertisements professing MIRACLE CURES so ppl need new ways to advertise this is one
Please treat each one of my words very seriously. I am assuming that you have tried whatever you could and now what I am telling you is your last option and your only hope at present, so you will do exactly as is being told to you without considering anything foolish or contrary to your beliefs or against the town logician/doctors belief.
Believe me, there is a great chance that you can be cured, be alright, live. Nothing may happen to you. I don't know if you believe in God, but if you do then that may make things simpler. God's avatar or saints exist in this world to grace people and save them for sorrow, diseases, illness and to do other miracles for their well being. The only thing is that today there are many many frauds who just cheat people and actually aren't saints. But if you find a true Guru, you can accomplish your mission in life.
I think it is time that you follow the spiritual path. You should go to my Guru Ji in Sirsa, Haryana. He will help you, he may cure/treat you as it is or may ask you to take his Gurmantra. Whatever he says and if you do, you may be cured totally. The conditions of taking the Gurmantra are eating no egg or non-veg, drinking no alcohol or other drug or adictive stuff, having no sort of physical relationship with other than your wife. For a person like you he may just tell you that you will be treated/cured because of your immense desire for it, or you may even need to meditate 12hrs a day. But you can surely be cured. In a situation like this, you have no other choice, you know that already. He has done many many miracles but will never show them to you in the form of miracles, he has indeed cured people of diseases like cancer.
If you have ever seen Mano Ya Na Mano, there exist many scientific and spiritual scientific events and things in this world which are beyond the scope of modern science. There are miracles and other things which are like miracles to most of us but actually nothing but ancient knowledge. If you don't believe them, go to the city, ask the people and see for yourself, I am sure you will realize. There is no harm, you have no other choice, you loose nothing by simply trying out.
Also, of the thing of your next life, there is a life after death and many times of great misery and for centuries if not milleniums, only sorrow is not bearable then. I don't want to scare you but for your wellbeing so that you take the Gurumantra and are able to help yourself. There is rebirth for sure, but in most cases you need to go through around 80lac organisms I guess to finally reach the human form once again and then who knows what you may be in that life. Also, some forms like certain tree(s) may have a life expectancy of 30000 yrs, imagine. Then there are examples of a in crores of getting human birth after a previous human birth when there is great desire for God(I think).
You have the time, you can save yourself, you can accomplish the final mission, I think you should what I said, you loose nothing and there aren't many alternatives that you can choose from.