Dude, you are just a kid.
Study hard and concentrate on your career.
There was one post before which said a lot about parents and how you are always in debt with them.
That is quite true.
Why don't you talk to your parents about this? If they care for you, they will have the best solution for your problems.
17 years is not the age to take things into your own hand.
Regarding removal of shyness, you have to let go of everything and flush your thoughts down a virtual toilet and just go and do whatever it is that you are "craving to do".
The thing u have going on in your mind with this gal is not love.
I would call it an obsession.
By choosing not to frag, you are making things more miserable for u.
I am 23 years old now and I also went thru all this multiple times since I was 10 years of age.
And around 6 months back, something just snapped and now, I have let go of all such emotions. I am calm and basking in serenity and enjoying every moment of it.
One day, maybe you also will "snap" like I did.
Until then, keep this is mind.
"Desire is the cause of misery".
PS : Listening to a lot of Marilyn Manson helps.
Songs recommended : Tainted Love, Death Song, Seizure of Power, Coma White, Coma Black, and many many more.
Good luck.
Study hard and concentrate on your career.
There was one post before which said a lot about parents and how you are always in debt with them.
That is quite true.
Why don't you talk to your parents about this? If they care for you, they will have the best solution for your problems.
17 years is not the age to take things into your own hand.
Regarding removal of shyness, you have to let go of everything and flush your thoughts down a virtual toilet and just go and do whatever it is that you are "craving to do".
The thing u have going on in your mind with this gal is not love.
I would call it an obsession.
By choosing not to frag, you are making things more miserable for u.
I am 23 years old now and I also went thru all this multiple times since I was 10 years of age.
And around 6 months back, something just snapped and now, I have let go of all such emotions. I am calm and basking in serenity and enjoying every moment of it.
One day, maybe you also will "snap" like I did.
Until then, keep this is mind.
"Desire is the cause of misery".
PS : Listening to a lot of Marilyn Manson helps.
Songs recommended : Tainted Love, Death Song, Seizure of Power, Coma White, Coma Black, and many many more.
Good luck.