The man ( Sandy) was an addict himself and he was my sponsor and helped me with EVERYTHING to live a normal productive life without use of drugs. And I'm 15 years clean now.
He was 27 years clean and sober. I don't know what exactly was happening to him in last few months. We used to talk at least once a week till mid September, then he stopped picking up my calls and only replied in emails.
Received a call from India very early today ( it's not even 7 here) with the terrible news, and we are absolutely shattered. He was having some financial issues and under debt, he never told me about that..we were absolutely open to one another and we both knew our dirtiest secrets.
If he would have told me once, would have given him the last penny I have without thinking for a second.
I feel betrayed and shattered, I owe my life to this fantastic human being...even in death he kept his promise..didn't OD on H. Possibly swallowed some rat poison or something.
Lost both my parents years ago, he was my only true connection with India, now he's gone too. Life can be so cruel..and everything feels worthless now.
He was 27 years clean and sober. I don't know what exactly was happening to him in last few months. We used to talk at least once a week till mid September, then he stopped picking up my calls and only replied in emails.
Received a call from India very early today ( it's not even 7 here) with the terrible news, and we are absolutely shattered. He was having some financial issues and under debt, he never told me about that..we were absolutely open to one another and we both knew our dirtiest secrets.
If he would have told me once, would have given him the last penny I have without thinking for a second.
I feel betrayed and shattered, I owe my life to this fantastic human being...even in death he kept his promise..didn't OD on H. Possibly swallowed some rat poison or something.
Lost both my parents years ago, he was my only true connection with India, now he's gone too. Life can be so cruel..and everything feels worthless now.